20091111

An Email Forward

Maxine's Take On Minorities



We need to show more sympathy for these people.
* They travel miles in the heat.
* They risk their lives crossing a border.
* They don't get paid enough wages.
* They do jobs that others won't do or are afraid to do.
* They live in crowded conditions among a people who speak a different language.
* They rarely see their families, and they face adversity all day, every day.

I'm not talking about the illegal Mexicans ~

I'm talking about our troops!


Doesn't it seem strange that many Democrats and Republicans are willing to lavish all kinds of social benefits on illegals, but don't support our troops?





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Makes you think, huh? God bless our troops.

Thank you for your service, your sanity, and even your lives. Without you, there is no freedom.


(and now, a re-post from my 9/11 post)

[No Picture]
"American Soldier"
Army

[No Picture]
Brandon "My Marine"
Marines

[No Picture]
"Dick" - [Big Dick's Place]
Army


Drew
Air Force


exBrother-In-Law
Navy


Felicia
Marines


"Jack" - [Texas Music]
Army


"Jagermeister"
Marines


"Skeletor"
Army


Marine Staff Sgt. Gene Ramirez
KIA 11/10/2004


Sgt. Charles B. Kitowski III
KIA 08/12/2007


CJ West
KIA 2/4/2008



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Also, a good read:
"Silent Heroes" by California Cornbread

20091109

Magic Pussy

It's been awhile since I've shared a true sex story. I should remedy this.

It makes it all the more fun considering Big Ed passed out because of me. (please insert a wicked grin here, with black lashed devilish eyes)



She walked out of the bathroom into a black and lightless bedroom. His voice called to her from the bed, lost in the dark. She carefully picked her way through the narrow walkway in the small room, attempting to avoid stumbling over the litter of clothes scattered over the floor. She mentally made a note to clean up the laundry in the morning as she finally made it to her side of the bed.

Inches away, his voice growled deeply, "You're on the wrong side." Startled, she let out a little giggle. "Did you forget I'm right handed?" Why would that matter? Oh! Before she had run upstairs, she had informed him that if she couldn't have the cock, she at least wanted the benefit of his fingers before she swallowed down her treat.

A shiver ran down her spine. "Well, give me a second to undress! Shall I turn a light on?" He replied in the negative - it had been too long since the lights had been off, why not leave them? His logic won out and she quickly stripped.

She moved to the foot of the bed and climbed up onto the tall pile of mattresses. His toes brushed her nipples as she squirmed over his feet; another giggle filled the darkness. She followed his body upwards to lay next to him, allowing her hand to linger on his hardness.

His hand traced over her breasts as his lips brushed her ear, "What would you prefer first? Do you want your treat or," his fingers pinched her left nipple, "do you want to cum," he twisted her nipple, "leaving you senseless and weak, able only to relish the hot scorching sensation as my cum slides down that throat of yours?" She answered with a moan, her skin alight with tingles. His fingers tweaked her nipple a little harder, "I'm sorry, I didn't catch that. What did you say?" She bit her lip as she threw her head back into the pillow.

Writhing next to him, she squeaked out her answer, "I'm going to be selfish - I want to cum first!"

His fingers stilled, "That's not what I asked. Say it right." A whimper replied.

"I - I want to cum first!"

Completely blinded by the lack of light, she knew he smiled. His teeth bit down on her nipple as his fingers danced down her stomach. She closed her eyes and arched her back, reveling in the delicious feeling of his lips on her breast. His fingers brushed her delicately, but bypassed their mark, stopping on her mid inner thigh. She squirmed, writhed under his mouth's attentions, but he resisted her wordless demand. Only when her hands grabbed the headboard and the sweet sound of her pre-orgasm breath intake did he slip a single finger deep into her wetness.

"Ooohhhh gawd!" She whispered to the darkness.

His lips parted, but he spoke to her hardened nipple, "So wet and ready! You don't need any workup...I could just skip...right to...." A second finger slipped alongside the first as he finished his sentence, "the part that you like." His mouth latched back down just as her orgasm pierced the air.

Ecstasy exploded. Floating. All thought lost. Her body moved of its own accord. Time vanished. All that mattered was the sensations. Overwhelming!

His pumping fingers anchored her to the bed. As the orgasm subsided, they were the only thing she could feel. His mouth had switched to her right breast, but when? Mental function slowly returned....

Again, she moaned, "Ohhhh gawd...."

She unclenched her hands from the pillow and headboard, not quite sure when they had moved. He pulled his head away so she could move. His fingers continued to dance slowly, allowing her time to come somewhat back to her senses.

Her hand slid between them, a lazy smile spread over her face. "What are you doing? Don't worry about me," he growled. Though his words were harsh and his tone low, she ignored him. The tips of her fingers tickled along the head of his cock, eliciting a moan from the shadow next to her. His fingers momentarily slacked. A pleased giggle answered.

As if to reassert his control over the situation, his fingers plunged deep, hard, and in rapid succession. It was near instantaneous orgasm and she barely released his hard cock before crushing it. Nails dug into his thigh as she screamed out in pleasure.

But she refused to be denied! She fought against the primal reaction, focused on the heat grasped in her right hand. She half rolled to face him, careful not twist his wrist, moaning as he continued to pump his fingers. Her right hand returned to his cock while her left hand searched the shadows for his face. She pulled him closer and their lips locked as the next orgasm struck.

His fingers pulled away slowly, trailing her slick juices down her thigh. Her fingers kept pace on his hard length, alternating between squeezing gently and stroking lightly. His moans became a song in her ear. Her left hand reached across his shoulder as she threw her left leg over his body. "Mmm...c'mere." She rolled onto her back, attempting to pull him with her.

"Oh? What's this?" Surprise filled his voice, "You mean I get to...? Really?"

She giggled, "I never said you couldn't. Now come here!"

His shadow form rose above her and parted her legs. He braced himself on the headboard as she wrapped her legs around his waist. Slowly he sank deep within her. Their sighs crashed together as their lips once more met in the dark. Her hands traveled along his arms, massaging and reveling in the feel of his muscle. He broke the kiss to trail his mouth down her neck and bit down on her nipple. Another shattering orgasm split her in two, her pleas to God lost in the pitch black room.

He murmured to her, but she could not hear his words. His deep voice kept her on edge, barely penetrating the subsiding orgasm. She reached for him, wanting to kiss him again, but he shifted, grabbed her wrists and slammed them down beside the pillow beneath her head. She was trapped, pinned by his hands and his cock. It was more than she could control. She came, bucked up against him, her hips as far off the bed as they could go. Her orgasm exploded, but the pressure did not release - it kept building and she kept cumming. She was suspended, anchored only by his hands on her wrists.

"Ohhhh fuuuuck!" He released her hands, pulled away and grabbed his cock. Heat laced across her stomach, up her ribs, across her breasts, but still her orgasm continued. Breathless, he gasped, "What the fuck did you do to me?!"

She was lost in the explosion of colors in the black room, her blood coursing her veins the only sound she could hear. Somewhere, faintly, she could sense heavy breathing and moans, but she could not focus. Her body convulsed again.



When she could lay still, she rolled her head toward him. He repeated the same line she suspected he'd been muttering the entire time she recovered, "What did you do?"

She bit her lip, "I just came...I...It was amazing."

"No, you don't understand!" He was excited. He was astonished. He was...confused, "One minute, things are going fine. Just fine. Then the next," he threw himself back onto his pillow, "The next...Fuck!" She stifled another giggle. "Men can tell. We know. There is always warning! But just now...it was...there was no warning! Just - FUCK"

"Hehe...just admit it: I have the magic pussy. You love it." She ran a hand through the mass amount of cum drying all over her breasts, ribs, stomach, and even down her thighs, "A lot."

Anticipation Whets The Appetite...

The next post is called "Magic Pussy".

Caught your interest?

And, no, I don't mean the kind that says Meow...unless these lips can utter words. *wink*

20091107

MOAR VODKAZ!

Today, I'm relaxing.

Big Ed splurged and bought me a case of Mountain Dew. A shot (or two) of vodka per can, mixed in a glass of ice, and I'm good. Just relaxing today.

Tomorrow I will worry about grocery shopping. Tomorrow I will try to figure out what my study schedule needs to be for the two upcoming tests. Tomorrow I will worry about the huge project due next Saturday. Tomorrow.

Because today, I relax.

Feeling fine already. I want to write. Big Ed has friends over for a boys' afternoon play-date. No matter what he says, it's a play-date. He and they can do whatever; I'm going to write.

20091104

I Tried To Be Civil

Some days, it's just not worth contacting people to hang out.

I'm trick-or-treating tonight. I'll be at my dad's if you wanna hang out :-)


On Saturday, I sent a mass text message to people that I usually hang out with when I'm in town visiting my dad. I got attitude in response. Why? Because I don't take a certain person's feelings into consideration. I'm not a good friend. I seem to always demand attention, demand people to conform to my schedule, demand people to drive to me.

If only I really were so self centered!

This person then sent me a very hateful email declaring why I was no longer her friend and demanded that if I wanted to be a friend again, I had to prove myself.







Fuck. That.

Apparently, being a "rebellious" college student that finally told her parents to 'shove it' when she moved in with her boyfriend made her a bitch to boot? I get blown off time and time again, and yet I'm the bad guy?

I waited a few days to clear my head before responding to her email. I tried to be civil. That is all I will say.

20091102

All Is Not Lost

I know my previous few posts have been depressing. I'm living that depression. And I'm on my period, so it's hit pretty hard the past few days.

And along with it has come major irrational fears and imaginings. I've got a lot of homework to do, but it is a little difficult to focus when that nagging part of me whispers things in my brain like "He's not really at the office, he's off fucking someone else - why do you think he hasn't fucked you in so long?" and "It's Sunday afternoon, no one goes to their office on Sunday afternoon." It doesn't help when I have dreams of walking in on him on the couch with a friend, which leads to a major blow up fight - but I recognize it as just an overreaction dream. High hormones coupled with irrational suspicion. And possibly some inner turmoil from holding in thoughts and feelings about a certain topic or two. It's a bad habit. But I'm working on it.


This week I have a test, with which I also have seven more sections of math to complete by Tuesday evening. There is a paper that needs to be written by 8:00am Saturday morning. I need to install the remaining portions of Office 2007 so that I can open up Access and finish my homework for Wednesday's class. Oh, and did I mention I'm behind on my research for my Saturday class? I have to find more information and statistics on Texas judges before our outside-of-class project meeting Tuesday afternoon. Does anyone happen know a judge I can interview? It's not really vital to our presentation, but having a judge's perspective on whether or not they sentence based on their constituents' beliefs (within the Texas state sentencing guidelines, of course), just to get reelected (showcased by granted appeal rates) would do wonders for our case. I mean, well, we have a published document from a Texas judge's perspective, but it's dated 1960...we need a current statement!

Anyway, school wise, I'm booked this week. That's not even half of what I need to accomplish this week, but that's all I'm going to discuss.


I would also like to bring your attention to PillowCast! When a fellow Twitterer* requested me to guest on his podcast, Big Ed told me to go for it, but keep in mind that I should start my own podcast. I mulled it over in my mind and decided I was too busy at the time. Then I lost my job and became majorly depressed. I sat down to record one of the pieces requested by the Twitterer and decided, Hey, what the hell? and did a test record - it turned into the first PillowCast! post. Oddly enough, my depression lifted as well. I'm assuming because it's something new. It was one of the first real accomplishments since getting let go. It made me smile. So, I can assure you, the posts may be intermittent, but there will be new posts!

* - The Twitterer would be named, along with a link to his podcast, but he has since removed the content from his page; he is no longer podcasting, hence the lack of link to a podcast guesting me.


I guess that's it really. I'm still depressed, but not so much as before. I'm throwing myself into homework and random house reorganizing and job hunting. This unemployment thing sucks. My first payment (which will be for the second week of unemployment) will be delivered next week, during my fourth week of unemployment. Bills will be fun to juggle.

Well, it is now 8:30am. Time to do a quick search of new job postings, then homework! Catch me on Twitter between homework and stuff!

20091030

It Just Pisses Me Off....

I had submitted my resume to Company X on Tuesday. I got a call from them on Wednesday. They liked my resume and wanted me to come in for an interview.

They called at 11:30am. Not a problem. But they wanted me to come in for an interview at 2:00pm. I politely informed them that I was not available on such short notice, but I would be available the next day, Thursday. The guy said that would be fine, he would just need to check with the team to find a time all of them could schedule to sit down with me. He said he would call me back Thursday morning.

When I sat by my phone and received no call, I did not get worried. The position was for an assistant to a team of salesmen - which meant they were probably very unorganized. I waited until it would be almost impossible for me to drive to Company X, have an interview, and still make it to class on time. At 3:30pm, the guy answered his phone and informed me that he was in a meeting, but he would call me back by 4:00pm.

The call came in the form of a voicemail TODAY at 5:00pm. Over twenty-four hours later. The voicemail was left to inform me that the guy was sorry he missed me, and he apologized for not getting back to me sooner, and that - oh - the position had been filled, but he would keep my resume on file in case another position opened up.

So, what? I lose a job position because the guy at Company X can't call me back? I lose out on a valuable opportunity because I can't shower, dress, eat, and drive an hour away, forgoing my previous obligation to my final project team for my Saturday class? I don't get the job because some guy and his team can't work things out?

I am pissed. So pissed off I'm trying not to cry. Big Ed has done his best to keep me calm. He keeps telling me to breathe. And, for once, he repeated my line back at me: "You didn't get this because someone wants you for another position." I'm trying hard to believe him.

20091027

New Message From "donotreply@invalidemail.com"

Dear [tCj],

Thank you for submitting your resume to [Company Name] for consideration.

We are fortunate to have many qualified candidates apply to each of our positions. We have reviewed the qualifications of each candidate and after careful consideration, we have determined that the credentials of other candidates may better fit our needs at this time.

Please accept our best wishes and thank your for your interest in [Company Name].

Cordially,
[Company Name] Career Center



*sigh* I seem to get a lot of these lately.

(and, yes, that is the "real" email address that accompanied this particular email)

20091022

Jobless & Exhausted - HNT

For those that haven't kept up, I was laid off recently.

I have spent my days browsing various job listings and calling in favors from everyone to help with my job search. Big Dick even let me branch out and post on his page a plea for leads from his followers. No luck, but it never hurts to try.

My nights are full with classes and cuddling with Big Ed on the couch. It's not so bad, but I would prefer to have a paycheck and be able to afford to leave the house once in awhile for something other than the grocery store or class. Not having money sucks ass. And I don't mean play money, I just mean gas money to drive out to see friends and family.

Stress is high. Though I'm actively looking, though I'm submitting my resume for any and all positions that I could even remotely be qualified for, I still feel hopeless. I still have that urge to cry for no reason. Keep up with my twitter account? Random tweets about this and that and a lot about the job search.

At the end of it all, though, I know Big Ed will be here. On the couch. Ready to let me lay on him and watch whatever we have on the DVR. I really do love him. :-)


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20091020

NOTICE:

From now on, any services I provide *must* be paid up front with either cash or vodka.

Thank you for your understanding.
Little Lady Lyn
(TripleLLL, tCj)

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Sent from my Verizon Wireless mobile phone

20091019

I Want!

I don't have a job at the moment, so....

...somebody be a dear and buy this for me!

http://bakonvodka.com/

I want to try. I love bacon. I love vodka. This sounds interesting.